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[3.29.07 - 11.18am] |
i really love spring.
i've walked home from school for the past two days & the 5km goes by so fast.
its so pretty outside & its great to be walking a long distance with a place to go.
today was a halfday because of the literacy test.
it was practically a joke to come, but i love coming to business so i can go on livejournal.
im usually on facebook at home, but they blocked it at school.
so, i resort to livejournal.
i dont really use livejournal though.
i could never keep a diary.
i'd lose it conveniently or my brother would read it &
they would all laugh at me.
i think im going to walk home again today
and maybe stop at starbucks.
i guess as you get older you appreciate the good days.
i try to remember these days for when its pouring rain & ive missed the bus & im walking home with my uggs on.
it kills me to walk in mud/dirtysnow with my uggs on.
i usually dont mind getting mud or anything on my clothes.
but my uggs, i have a soft spot for.
despite everybody thinking they're so ugly.
speaking of which, im considering waiting until people realize how ugly crocs are & then they'll be out of style before wearing mine again.
but thats kind of snobby i suppose.
well this was entertaining.
i hope nobody actually read this, because i was just bored.
but if you did, thanks.
have a nice day.
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[3.6.07 - 8.36am] |
i hate business tech.
why did i take this course ?
honestly most boring class in the world.
you work on fucking word the whole time.
and the printer in here sounds like a cat dying.
but besides that march break is soon,
and im pumped.
i spent all weekend doing this retarded scuba diving course thing
so when im there i can scuba dive.
it was just a waste of my fucking time though.
like "oh my god, i thought i could just do whatever i want
i already knew all that shit.
but anyways, this class is pissing me off.
excuse the classic bitchoff.
mercy,
rakal.
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[2.21.07 - 8.02pm] |
i've decided to go on a diet...
my parents are constantly pressuring me about my weight, so i've decided to just go along with it.
obviously they're not saying it just to hurt my feelings.
i found out a close friend of mine was asking people if they even liked me or jsut put up with me & i was fairly hurt. but ive learned to just take these things with a grain of salt. if she wants to be a bitch behind my back, she can live with it.
im having a tough time deciding what extra courses i want to take next year.
ill decide though, i always do.
well im off to go workout.
keep it real.
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[2.19.07 - 4.46pm] |
whoa. i havent posted on this in so long. so much has changed since ive last posted. i don't really have any friends on livejournal, but its a good way to document my thoughts & feelings because somehow i never manage to say them.
i keep things in i suppose to not hurt anybody, when really holding in how i feel just hurts myself.
life was going so good for a while. i had so many friends, everything was good, i was doing well in school. such an improvement. my low self esteem went skyrocketting up. now it feels like things are just going right back where they started. well not that bad, i realize now looking back how unhappy i was. i never want to feel like that again.
so far at aurora i've made so many new friends. some that i feels like ive known forever. some that are the best friends i will ever have & somehow can't imagine not seeing them every single day.
the thing is, somebody is screwing it up. and that person really found a way to make my life a living hell. they are rude & unnecessarily dramatic & honestly. i cant handle them anymore.
sorry for the extremely dramatic entry. if anybody reads this, they're probably laughing at how lame i am. but whatever screw off.
thats it for now , xox.
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